It all means nothing. I need a new alternator, a new battery....the money's always spent before I get it. I used to care. But now I realize that if I keep pushing that forward, on the day I die, there will still be a bunch of shit I was supposed to pay and intended on paying but I can't because I'm dead. Somehow that means I finish ahead. It's kind of like an IRA.
IT’S THE ONLY KIND OF VICTORY PEOPLE LIKE US WILL EVER GET…. IT’S LIKE THE FINAL VICTORY OVER CANCER WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR BODY CREMATED…..