HEY FAITH, I KNOW YOU ARE A DOG LOVER SO I WILL TELL YOU THIS THING… MY SISTER DIED THE DAY AFTER CHRISTMAS IN 2019…. NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DO NOT MISS HER…. YOU KNOW, I NEVER THOUGHT SHE WAS MUCH OF A FIGHTER…. BUT SHE FOUGHT TOOTH AND NAIL TO LIVE…. THE ONLY THING SHE EVER ASKED FOR IN THIS LIFE WAS TO SIT IN HER RECLINER WITH THAT POODLE IN HER LAP… YOU KNOW I DO BELIEVE IN GOD…. BUT AS I SAID, ON THE OTHER FORUM…. SOMETIMES DEEP IN THE NIGHT I WONDER WHY ANY OF US WERE CREATED…. I’M HOPING THAT DOES NOT COUNT AS A LAPSE OF FAITH…. MAYBE YOU COULD JUST CALL IT CURIOSITY….