Jesus said "Let each days evil be sufficient unto itself". I think that's what was said and Jesus that said it. That means don't give a shit about what was or what will be. What is is that I found sixty bucks that I didn't know I had and I have enough weed to get through this day so peace is at hand. My salvation lies in knowing that statistically I will be the first in my little family to die...by several years. So none of it's going to be my problem. That's the kind of like higher state of consciousness I'm striving for.